I LOVE YOU

Just a little letter to the love of my life. I know you never look at this blog, but hopefully you know most of these things anyway.
I love you I really do. You have provided me with so much love, happiness and a sense of calm. You have seen me through some rough times and always stood beside me. Never questioning some of the sillier choices have made and supporting me when I felt my life was not worth living. Remember when the police took me away and placed me in the suicide unit? You were there every min. Of every day. That comfort is what got me through. That was a long time ago and believe it or not my wedding vows still remain true. I love you more today then I did yesterday, and I will love you more tomorrow more than I do today. I have never missed a morning of kissing you before I leave for work. You are my best friend, some people roll there eyes and think ya right. But really we are two of the most intimately connected people in the universe. We laugh everyday, not just giggle but bust out until we have to pee and our eyes are wet. This pic. Of you that I took of you at the cottage is one of my very favorites. I was watching you at the grocery store today and I felt like I was in grade 8 again. My respect for you is tremendous. You are creating the most wonderful thing in the world, right inside of you!!! And believe it or not I am thankful that you have given me the "skinniest years of your life" as you like to say. You may feel "fat" and "unattractive" right now but believe me when I say I have never seen you so beautiful. Rest easy my Bear we can do this, we can do anything together. I mean come on we both have looked after some of the highest needs kids in Canada and not just one at a time. We can handle one little baby Bear that is born out of true love and respect. I am here and always will be I will continue to not only tell you these things but show you, everyday.
I LOVE YOU FOREVER
Big B