That's It I Quit!!!!!!

Well where to start..... Ok on my B-day I was in the most excrutiating pain any human has ever endured (ok maybe just me). Through the haze of pain and prescription drugs I had a thought. Yes it can happen stop laughing!!! I turned 31 and I started smoking when I was 15. This means I have been smoking for over half of my life!!!! Martha later pointed out that I had quit before a couple of times for well over a year. But still my way sounds more tragic. Since that day I have been toying with the idea of quitting. Well today folks is day ONE. I am motivated, in a surprisingly good mood and determined to make this happen. I have bought some nicorette (nicotine laced chewing gum) for when things get tough. I promise mot to kill anyone and not to gain any more then 10 pounds. The weight thing may be hard though because I have not been to the gym on a regular schedule since starting this shitty job at Krug. I mean after a 10 hr. Shift and then going home to, doing dishes, laundry, walking Benson ect. I just can't find the motivation. Also 6 weeks into my new job I dislocated my elbow and was forbade by my doctor to keep up my routine. At first it was not too bad I went from a steady 185 lbs. Down to 160 lbs. Due to the amount of walking I was doing. But then it started to happen. Yes folks I speak of the dreaded boiler!!! You know the "Daddy" belly, spare tire, love handles ect. ect. I tried to eat smart but processed food is just soooo convenient. Now I am a lumpy 175 lbs. And growing. I have now been off of work for 3 weeks and have just gotten the ok for light activities. So this means prob another 2 weeks of flubbing around the house eating constantly. As soon as I can I'm getting my cottage cheese look'n ass to the gym. As for the killing people part.....The last person I stabbed was myself and I don't want to walk that road again anytime soon (but that is a story for later) So I feel I can control that and if I can't I'll just hop in the car and randomly give people the finger on the 401. Anyway that's all for now. I will post tonight before bed to let yall know how the day went.
Davey